Archive for December, 2005

Another nightmare

Friday, December 2nd, 2005

I sure hope that I don’t have “psychic” dreams or anything. If so, the world is definitely coming to an end … but it probably won’t end soon and I’m just sick of these end of the world dreams. Death and destruction, life as we know it is over. Do I secretly have this fear? I mean the thought of the world ending has crossed my mind like any normal person, but it isn’t something I think about or worry about on a daily basis. Grrr … so the dream went like this … I was on the beach (yeah at least I was in the best place ever). I remember that I was laying on a towel and suddenly the sun got covered with a cloud. So I looked up at the sky and saw the sun move really fast from one side of the sky to the other and then it totally disppeared from the sky! Yeah, I knew something bad was up. So anyways, suddenly I was somewhere in Pittsburgh where I could see the entire city. Perhaps it was Mt. Washington, except I was really high up and I could see a grid pattern layout of the city. And I was just sitting there and “poof”, rows of houses / buildings just started to turn to big puffs of smoke …. the explosion / implosion thing going on was like a domino effect and just kept going down the line. So I just closed my eyes and prayed that I’d be spared. Then it all ended and I was sitting in an apartment (not mine, don’t know who’s) but it was crappy and there was this small TV. Television was still working, but the only thing on was the “end of the world cartoon”. It was like an animated flip book. It started with the pilgrims and then showed some wars and a bunch of other things in the history of the U.S. Then it showed an explosion and went back to the beginning with the Pilgrims again. In my mind, it was showing that everything we had worked for was over and we were back at the beginning. Haha …. I hate having weird dreams like this, I’ll be up now for a while! Thanks for reading, now go have some good dreams!

Tired

Thursday, December 1st, 2005

So the apartment is decorated for Christmas. Basically it is just the village, the tree, and the nativity thing. It is kind of a half-assed job because I didn’t feel very good when I was doing it. I thought I was coming down with something but whatever I thought it was magically went away. I’m glad tomorrow is Friday. I am looking forward to a relaxing weekend. This week has tired me out … I guess I just can’t handle all of the excitement, haha. I think I’m still recovering from Thanksgiving. I was in FC for like four days, and it was good … but when I got back I felt like I needed a few more days of vacation at my apartment just to unwind from my family.

Yesterday was nice though. I found out I wasn’t actually getting sick, I had a productive day at work, and then I was the subject of more testing by my friend Brian :). It was much better than the IQ test. This time I got to spell words, read words, and do math problems. And then I got to administer my soon to be world-famous test for the first time. Luckily my subject passed with flying colors, but that is because he is a lot smarter than most people.

Wheatus is going to put me to sleep. I love this island song. I think I am going to take a nap because I’m tired like a dead girl. Of course that is what happens when I decide to make irresponsible grown-up choices and not go to bed on a work-night. Oh well … I’m always being a responsible grown-up … I have to have a little fun once in a while.