Or the CD Player or anything I can find. I’ve learned that blasting a really cool song helps when I feel like I want to pull out every single strand of hair and break important things just so I can go “ha I just fucked up something really important!” Except the satisfaction would only last about a second, then I’d just be more pissed that I don’t have a functioning phone, remote, kitchen set ….. anymore, you get the picture. Surprise, I do think before I act …. my problem is thinking before I speak. Anyways, I have bought half of the ingredients for my feast that I plan to cook today, but since my neighborhood lacks a full blown grocery store, I’ll have to go to Shadyside. I did manage to find a lot of the stuff at the Italian grocery store though. I’m attempting to make stuffed pepper soup and knishes. Knishes are good – actually some kind of Jewish food, they’re like dough with potato inside. Heh, nothing like eating a bunch of starch. However, stuffed pepper soup is opposite …. lots of protien. The love for both foods come from two different jobs I’ve had / have. I’ve actually witnessed and helped make stuffed pepper soup before but for some reason things tend to not turn out the same when I try it solo. I’ve been craving some and with this 60 degree weather setting in I’ll be shivering and sad, so hopefully my soup will turn out good! I’d still rather go to Eat’n Park or Kings for a gravy-liscous turkey dinner but its not gonna happen so I’m not gonna sulk about it. That’s it for now. I gotta go to Giant Eagle and finish purchasing the things on my list. I might have to get me a turkey TV dinner cause its either that or a cigarette … and I know it can’t be the second. I’m doing good though.